Am I just so sexually unattractive that no matter what I do you still don’t want to make love to me? I try to get all pretty and attempt to seduce you yet you still want nothing to do with me. Yes relationships are more than just sexual, but when you’ve been with someone for so long that it’s not about the sexual pleasure, yeah sex is kinda a big deal. I just want to feel wanted……

God can take life from those whose life is not yet ready to be taken, but he can’t take life from those who wish life to be taken from them. I understood and had “faith” in god until now, but at this moment I don’t possibly see how anyone could believe this way. It’s a misconception.